Well, I felt neglected the past week until Monday night. I decided that I should talk to the man about how I was feeling and I almost wish I didn't. We had a bit of a fight about it all but, in the end, we got it all sorted out. I'm so glad we did because it meant we talked things through and got our feelings out in the open - which is very important. It also brought us closer, allowed us to see that we'd been drifting and work out why it happened. It was awesome, if I'm honest.
I also cleared out the living room yesterday since the phone man was coming up at some point. Had a lovely lunch of pork and leek sausages, chips and gravy in the living room, then watched Princess and the Frog on the widescreen. Then I put the man to bed and we landed up watching Lee Evans while cuddling then getting up to watch more TV and progress onto eating supper. Once I got him back in bed, we watched Captain Scarlet for a while, then I left him to sleep while I went to watch Bedlam. What a good programme it is! That and Mike and Molly.
Anyways. I really should get going. I have another driving lesson today and I can't wait! Just need to have a shower and then get myself ready since I'm meeting the man after he's finished. I can't wait :) Think it's Burger King day.
Speak later.
Dx
Wednesday, 23 February 2011
Friday, 18 February 2011
Finally.
At last, I've booked the accommodation for the Musselburgh Festival, held in Polmont. I can't wait! Not only is it a time to meet up with all our friends, but it's also a weekend away for us to spend some quality time together. It will also let us both have a good drink on the Saturday night after the competitions, and then once we get back to the digs, we can stick on the laptop and snuggle up to watch a film. It'll be really good, I think. It's something we really need to do.
On another subject, I had my first lesson with my new instructor and can I just say, WOW! What a difference. He's so good at pushing me forward in a way I know how to deal with. He gave me the confidence to just drive and make the right decisions, and if I couldn't then he helped me work out what was best to do. He helped me immensely and I'm glad to have booked another lesson with him. I'm looking forward to it already! In fact, I was buzzing before I even got out of his car. So much so, that I couldn't quite shut up about it for the rest of the evening. But personally, I think it's good to be enthusiastic about these kind of things, because if I'm not, then I won't put everything I have into it and I won't pass. But tally ho. This, alarmingly, is not the reason I came on here tonight.
The baby thing. I'm getting really scared. Is it normal to walk around the supermarket with your partner, and he's the one pointing out all the cute stuff and brings up the conversation every time? I don't mean "is it healthy", I mean is it right to do it now? We've only been together for a year, we're living at mine, we're not engaged, married and nor do we have plans to do either anytime soon. I'm also looking to get into university, so that essentially ties up my life for the next few years. Is a family something I can think about while I'm studying? Can it really work out, or would it be better to quit my studies if the inevitable was to happen? It's just that lately, it's been a really big topic that I've seen frequently occurring between us and it's starting to cause a bit of panic in my little brain.
I'm definitely not ready for the whole motherhood thing, and if you asked any of my friends how I am around children, they'd just look at you and then proceed to laugh until there was no air left in their lungs. That's how bad I am. However, I am much mother nurturing nowadays since I started looking after myself and my partner a bit better. This begs the question of whether I'd actually be ok looking after my own child, or would I be as bad as I've been with other people's little ones? I just don't know. I suppose the whole thing scares me, but at the same time it intrigues me and it's something I really, really want, and find myself wanting more every day. That in itself is a terrifying though.
By the way, have you noticed in this last post that I'm starting to sound a bit like Carrie Bradshaw?
On another subject, I had my first lesson with my new instructor and can I just say, WOW! What a difference. He's so good at pushing me forward in a way I know how to deal with. He gave me the confidence to just drive and make the right decisions, and if I couldn't then he helped me work out what was best to do. He helped me immensely and I'm glad to have booked another lesson with him. I'm looking forward to it already! In fact, I was buzzing before I even got out of his car. So much so, that I couldn't quite shut up about it for the rest of the evening. But personally, I think it's good to be enthusiastic about these kind of things, because if I'm not, then I won't put everything I have into it and I won't pass. But tally ho. This, alarmingly, is not the reason I came on here tonight.
The baby thing. I'm getting really scared. Is it normal to walk around the supermarket with your partner, and he's the one pointing out all the cute stuff and brings up the conversation every time? I don't mean "is it healthy", I mean is it right to do it now? We've only been together for a year, we're living at mine, we're not engaged, married and nor do we have plans to do either anytime soon. I'm also looking to get into university, so that essentially ties up my life for the next few years. Is a family something I can think about while I'm studying? Can it really work out, or would it be better to quit my studies if the inevitable was to happen? It's just that lately, it's been a really big topic that I've seen frequently occurring between us and it's starting to cause a bit of panic in my little brain.
I'm definitely not ready for the whole motherhood thing, and if you asked any of my friends how I am around children, they'd just look at you and then proceed to laugh until there was no air left in their lungs. That's how bad I am. However, I am much mother nurturing nowadays since I started looking after myself and my partner a bit better. This begs the question of whether I'd actually be ok looking after my own child, or would I be as bad as I've been with other people's little ones? I just don't know. I suppose the whole thing scares me, but at the same time it intrigues me and it's something I really, really want, and find myself wanting more every day. That in itself is a terrifying though.
By the way, have you noticed in this last post that I'm starting to sound a bit like Carrie Bradshaw?
Monday, 14 February 2011
Valentines Weekend
Oh. My. God. I met the man in Aberdeen on Saturday so we could make up for the night before and just spend some time together. We seriously needed it, but holy cow, the number of people in town yesterday was completely stupid! Of course, it was a Saturday, but also Valentine's weekend where people were going round, hand in hand, doing last minute shopping for a day which celebrates something which should be shown the whole year round - not just one day. Really, do we live in a society which people can only show their love to their partners for one day during the year? I'd be ashamed if that was the case. I make a point of trying to share my love with my partner every day, because if you don't, you're only living for that one day, and that isn't enough, if I'm honest.
Since today's the last day of being together without having to work, we're treating ourselves to steak for lunch and most likely pancakes with white chocolate sauce afterwards! Yummy! :) I've also sorted out my driving lessons - again. I have a new instructor since the other one has cancelled every lesson we arranged since my first one. I was meant to be getting every Tuesday and Friday, but they've all been cancelled and even the one we rearranged was cancelled because she had other people wanted lessons. How annoying! But, new instructor sorted and I start on Thursday! Boost!
Only bugger is... I'm back to work tomorrow. Gah! That means I'm up at 4.30am for a shower and out of the house by 5.15am at the latest. Oh for goodness sake. I don't want to go. Although, I've been told by the doctor that if I'm sore, I need to phone him back and I'll get signed off again. But I might just try and get put onto checkouts if I'm sore and then transfer permanently, meaning better hours! Yahoo! We'll see though. It would be so much better working on checkouts, plus I know I wouldn't be doing my back any more injury by doing that. It sounds lazy, but I'd rather be called lazy than be in that kind of pain every day because I can't do that. It's been bad enough without doing any hard work, let alone pushing those trolleys. But hey hey, I better go now because I need sleep.
Nighty night. Oh, and I love you honey :) xxx
Since today's the last day of being together without having to work, we're treating ourselves to steak for lunch and most likely pancakes with white chocolate sauce afterwards! Yummy! :) I've also sorted out my driving lessons - again. I have a new instructor since the other one has cancelled every lesson we arranged since my first one. I was meant to be getting every Tuesday and Friday, but they've all been cancelled and even the one we rearranged was cancelled because she had other people wanted lessons. How annoying! But, new instructor sorted and I start on Thursday! Boost!
Only bugger is... I'm back to work tomorrow. Gah! That means I'm up at 4.30am for a shower and out of the house by 5.15am at the latest. Oh for goodness sake. I don't want to go. Although, I've been told by the doctor that if I'm sore, I need to phone him back and I'll get signed off again. But I might just try and get put onto checkouts if I'm sore and then transfer permanently, meaning better hours! Yahoo! We'll see though. It would be so much better working on checkouts, plus I know I wouldn't be doing my back any more injury by doing that. It sounds lazy, but I'd rather be called lazy than be in that kind of pain every day because I can't do that. It's been bad enough without doing any hard work, let alone pushing those trolleys. But hey hey, I better go now because I need sleep.
Nighty night. Oh, and I love you honey :) xxx
Friday, 11 February 2011
Baby Talk!
In the past few days, baby talk has been everywhere! Every channel, every programme, newspaper, magazine and website. Is there no getting away from it? I know I was thinking about it the other day, but this is getting ridiculous now! I don't want to think about it anymore. In fact, I don't want to think about it until the time comes. So why must everything remind me of the one thing I don't want to think about? It's rather frustrating. I mean, come on, I'm 20. I shouldn't really be planning children yet. I'm only planning on going to university and being with the man. Nothing further.
And again he's running late. He should have been home a while ago, and he said he was on his way. Unless he's gone in past to speak to the folk at the restaurant to rearrange for Sunday... We're meant to be having dinner on Monday, but since he's off on Monday, and we're both working on Tuesday, it makes more sense to eat on Sunday and have Monday together just to snuggle and be together. So we'll see what happens. If he's back soon I'll know he's been sorting dinner. If he's ages yet, then I know he's at his mum's doing something random. Either way, I miss him and want him home so that we get a little time before he goes to sleep, otherwise it's going to be a very lonely day for me. It doesn't help that I get excited when I hear a loud vehicle and it turns out to be one of many tractors working around here. Although, I know the sound of his engine and it's definitely coming up the road now. Yep, here he is. Yay :) I'll be back later to write while he's asleep. Just want him to know I love him and am always going to be here. He's my soulmate.
I got a bit soppy there, didn't I? Oh well. It's true.
And again he's running late. He should have been home a while ago, and he said he was on his way. Unless he's gone in past to speak to the folk at the restaurant to rearrange for Sunday... We're meant to be having dinner on Monday, but since he's off on Monday, and we're both working on Tuesday, it makes more sense to eat on Sunday and have Monday together just to snuggle and be together. So we'll see what happens. If he's back soon I'll know he's been sorting dinner. If he's ages yet, then I know he's at his mum's doing something random. Either way, I miss him and want him home so that we get a little time before he goes to sleep, otherwise it's going to be a very lonely day for me. It doesn't help that I get excited when I hear a loud vehicle and it turns out to be one of many tractors working around here. Although, I know the sound of his engine and it's definitely coming up the road now. Yep, here he is. Yay :) I'll be back later to write while he's asleep. Just want him to know I love him and am always going to be here. He's my soulmate.
I got a bit soppy there, didn't I? Oh well. It's true.
Thursday, 10 February 2011
Realisation time
Today I've been thinking. About how lucky I am, how much I'd lose if I lost the man in my life, what the rest of my life will be like if we stayed together. To put it bluntly, I don't want to be without him and I don't think he wants to be without me. I mean, yesterday we were watching Jeremy Kyle and a few people were on the stage discussing a kid which had no stability in its life, when he said that if "that" ever happened to us, at least he'd be home early. I asked him what he was talking about, and he just said "what they're talking about on tv". I assumed he was talking about children, and he was. I mentioned how his work was perfect, since I could put the child to school before going to teach, and then he'd be there to pick it up after school before I came home and look after it until I got home. Then it would be supper time and I could put them both to bed at the same time. It was just a joke from me, but then he asked how long my university course is. I told him it was 4 years and he just laughed and said that it might be before I've finished my course. That made me a little scared, if I'm really honest... Kids before I've finished university wasn't my idea of how things would be. I wanted to be married before I had children. In an ideal world, I wanted uni over, into a stable job, wedding, then a year before we had kids, but I guess we'd be cutting it fine if we did that, so maybe it'll be kids before the end of uni and married after I've finished. I suppose we'll work it all out, come time. It's just a bit scary.
However, I must struggle on, regardless of what's blighting my mind. My man's running about an hour late because he was talking to some of his workmates. Typical. But I don't blame him really. Some of them are leaving. One got sacked this morning, another walked out and another is leaving in a couple of weeks. Good grief...
Anyways I really need to start planning my birthday party, and get the whole lot sorted out since I really want a marquee and an amazing night where we party until dawn, laugh so much, have many, many photos to remember everything by and, most of all, tunes lasting right through the night. I'd also like to do something for Mum since it'll be on her birthday and we've never done anything so far to say thank you to the ICU in Aberdeen where they looked after her. So it's about time we did something. Or maybe the nurses at the Maternity Hospital in Aberdeen since they helped Mum when I was born after a long period of labour and not breathing. It's thanks to them that I'm here today, so maybe it's time I thanked them properly. So that's it. Aberdeen Maternity Hospital it is. Well, possibly. I'll discuss it with dad and Andrew since they both mean a lot to me and I value their opinion.
Talking about Andrew reminds me... I'm REALLY excited for Valentine's day, since I've never really had one before and it's all new to me. I honestly can't wait, but I don't know what I should get the man, if anything, or what to do, wear, anything! He's taking me out for dinner, which is still a very new thing to me, and I don't know what to expect. I'm just really excited for it and can't wait for it. Also, very intrigued as to what I might get. He's got a habit of totally surprising me with the odd random gift.
Anyways, off to get into bed and snuggle.
Night.
Dx
However, I must struggle on, regardless of what's blighting my mind. My man's running about an hour late because he was talking to some of his workmates. Typical. But I don't blame him really. Some of them are leaving. One got sacked this morning, another walked out and another is leaving in a couple of weeks. Good grief...
Anyways I really need to start planning my birthday party, and get the whole lot sorted out since I really want a marquee and an amazing night where we party until dawn, laugh so much, have many, many photos to remember everything by and, most of all, tunes lasting right through the night. I'd also like to do something for Mum since it'll be on her birthday and we've never done anything so far to say thank you to the ICU in Aberdeen where they looked after her. So it's about time we did something. Or maybe the nurses at the Maternity Hospital in Aberdeen since they helped Mum when I was born after a long period of labour and not breathing. It's thanks to them that I'm here today, so maybe it's time I thanked them properly. So that's it. Aberdeen Maternity Hospital it is. Well, possibly. I'll discuss it with dad and Andrew since they both mean a lot to me and I value their opinion.
Talking about Andrew reminds me... I'm REALLY excited for Valentine's day, since I've never really had one before and it's all new to me. I honestly can't wait, but I don't know what I should get the man, if anything, or what to do, wear, anything! He's taking me out for dinner, which is still a very new thing to me, and I don't know what to expect. I'm just really excited for it and can't wait for it. Also, very intrigued as to what I might get. He's got a habit of totally surprising me with the odd random gift.
Anyways, off to get into bed and snuggle.
Night.
Dx
Monday, 7 February 2011
Snow again!
Oh for crying out loud! There's snow falling and lying and sitting about. Please don't tell me this is a repeat of last year where we had lots of snow in February and it stayed until April, making it near impossible to get to a wedding? Oh please no :( I just want to get out and do my lessons, get my test, pass it, and then I'm happy for there to be as much snow as the world wants. I just want my license first!
Oh well, I must look ahead to the festival times. Musselburgh is coming up and I haven't done anything for it, or booked accommodation. I've sourced rooms, cheaper than last year, and more comfortable too! It's just a pain that they don't let pets stay :( So I doubt dad will be coming since he'll want to look after the dog, who would be happy sleeping in the car, but there we go. I think he's in a bit of a huff for festivals since Donald's always with me, but it makes sense, because then I am never left to be lonely and there's someone to sit with him when I'm not there. Last year, dad got sick of being on his own and left me at the festival near Edinburgh while he drove home and I had to fork out for an expensive train where I didn't get a seat and had no sleep at all. So here's hoping I get to keep the car and he can go home and be picked up by one of his siblings. But we'll see what happens. There's bound to be people coming from our area who can take him home if he really wants. I won't plan too far ahead. Just need to catch him when he's not out or up in the loft. I am NOT going up there just to ask about hotels.
I also really need to get some stuff for uni sorted out, since my interview is around 18 days away and there's more paperwork they want before the day. And I need to work on my piano. Maybe I could do that now that he's up in the loft out of the way. I hate playing music in front of him at home.
Anyways. I made a casserole for lunch. I had hoped to play it safe (again) and make the casserole as I usually would - in the oven. But. I was browning part of the beef when I thought to check for a packet of mix. None. Oh dear. I'd just written out a casserole recipe earlier, so through to my bedroom I went to get it and start on it. Well, the end results need a tiny bit of tweaking, but it's all good and next time I'll document what I do and take photos. I'm so surprised I managed to make it though and that it turned out eadible. I'm so impressed!
However, I'm unsure on what to cook for supper. There's very little to have in the fridge, so it'll have to be something out of the freezer since the butcher's shut and I really fancied some steak. Possibly pizza? Because I really can't be bothered doing anything else or anything exciting.
Time for sleep since I have my lesson soon. And I'm shattered. Nighty night.
Dx
Oh well, I must look ahead to the festival times. Musselburgh is coming up and I haven't done anything for it, or booked accommodation. I've sourced rooms, cheaper than last year, and more comfortable too! It's just a pain that they don't let pets stay :( So I doubt dad will be coming since he'll want to look after the dog, who would be happy sleeping in the car, but there we go. I think he's in a bit of a huff for festivals since Donald's always with me, but it makes sense, because then I am never left to be lonely and there's someone to sit with him when I'm not there. Last year, dad got sick of being on his own and left me at the festival near Edinburgh while he drove home and I had to fork out for an expensive train where I didn't get a seat and had no sleep at all. So here's hoping I get to keep the car and he can go home and be picked up by one of his siblings. But we'll see what happens. There's bound to be people coming from our area who can take him home if he really wants. I won't plan too far ahead. Just need to catch him when he's not out or up in the loft. I am NOT going up there just to ask about hotels.
I also really need to get some stuff for uni sorted out, since my interview is around 18 days away and there's more paperwork they want before the day. And I need to work on my piano. Maybe I could do that now that he's up in the loft out of the way. I hate playing music in front of him at home.
Anyways. I made a casserole for lunch. I had hoped to play it safe (again) and make the casserole as I usually would - in the oven. But. I was browning part of the beef when I thought to check for a packet of mix. None. Oh dear. I'd just written out a casserole recipe earlier, so through to my bedroom I went to get it and start on it. Well, the end results need a tiny bit of tweaking, but it's all good and next time I'll document what I do and take photos. I'm so surprised I managed to make it though and that it turned out eadible. I'm so impressed!
However, I'm unsure on what to cook for supper. There's very little to have in the fridge, so it'll have to be something out of the freezer since the butcher's shut and I really fancied some steak. Possibly pizza? Because I really can't be bothered doing anything else or anything exciting.
Time for sleep since I have my lesson soon. And I'm shattered. Nighty night.
Dx
Sunday, 6 February 2011
My Stummy Hurts
Well, our tummies hurt. I don't know why, but they've both been sore today, just at separate times... It's been very strange. Thankfully he's asleep now because he's working tomorrow, but he'll only get a few hours, so it won't be enough. He'll come home absolutely wrecked but at least he's off on Tuesday.
Speaking of Tuesday, I have my second driving lesson =D and I can't wait! Although I'm dreading having to drive that blooming BMW thing again. It's murder to handle =( but tally-ho. Dvd time. And maybe time to get some food too! I'm off here for a night. Toodleoo!
Dx
Speaking of Tuesday, I have my second driving lesson =D and I can't wait! Although I'm dreading having to drive that blooming BMW thing again. It's murder to handle =( but tally-ho. Dvd time. And maybe time to get some food too! I'm off here for a night. Toodleoo!
Dx
Saturday, 5 February 2011
Morning, morning.
I'm awake, up and have got a huge mug of coffee and some krispbakes with garlic and herb philly. I told you I was hooked. I'm heading into town today to pick up the man's phone, so here's hoping they give it to me. They'll try and wriggle their way out of it because I'm not him, but they WILL give me it, because if I can talk to doctors on behalf of him then I can collect his bloomin' phone from the idiots at Vodafone. And no, I'm not being nasty towards them, just truthful. I'm with Vodafone myself, but they're really quite stupid. Anyways, so I'm getting the train in, collecting the mobile and then meeting the man at 12.30. You know what, I really should give him a name on here since I don't want to use his real name. How about... Andrew? Yes, that'll do nicely. Andrew. And if he reads this, he'll be wondering what's going on and think I have another man. I'd never do that, so he shouldn't worry.
I would really like to have a nosey around shops, but I've not got much left to spend now, since my bills are now due out and I have only got £40 in my purse to do me for a couple of weeks. Oh well, it'll be absolutely fine since I have a stash of money for driving lessons and I'm saving up all my unused change. I must have about £100 quid of it so far! Andrew's taking over his gallon bottle too so we can save together. Good idea, me thinks.
Well I'll be back for another post tonight/tomorrow, so I'll catch you then. Toodleoo!
Dx
I would really like to have a nosey around shops, but I've not got much left to spend now, since my bills are now due out and I have only got £40 in my purse to do me for a couple of weeks. Oh well, it'll be absolutely fine since I have a stash of money for driving lessons and I'm saving up all my unused change. I must have about £100 quid of it so far! Andrew's taking over his gallon bottle too so we can save together. Good idea, me thinks.
Well I'll be back for another post tonight/tomorrow, so I'll catch you then. Toodleoo!
Dx
Friday, 4 February 2011
Evening Ponderings
It's that time of night again where I'm sitting up in bed with the man curled up beside me, sound asleep, the dog sound-oh at our feet and a film on the telly. All that's missing is something tasty and delightful to munch on. I'm thinking about some Pogen Wholegrain Krisprolls served with some philly cheese, and a bit of philly's light garlic and herb spread, which is so yummy! I've been missing out on that for so long! It's actually a lot easier to spread than the original cheese spread, so that's a blessing. It's so smooth and creamy, and the garlic's there but definitely does NOT overpower the flavour of the cheese. The herbs are a really lovely addition to the flavour mix and, all in all, it's a delicious savoury spread and oh so yummy with the krisprolls, which together help eliminate some of my recent "munchies".
Honestly, I'm not sure why they're so bad right now, but I'm finding it bloody difficult getting rid of them at times. So hard that I've started taking note of what I'm eating, trying to drink a lot more instead of munching on whatever I can get hold of beside me, and trying to make sure my meals are as nutritionally filling and healthy as possibly which is turning out to be a hell of a balance for me to reach. How is it done? Seriously? I can't work it out. We eat loads of vegetables with every meal now, a bit of protein and some carbohydrates. Maybe I need to eat more brown pasta instead of mashed tatties? I guess I'll work it out eventually.
But today, I've decided I really need to start and lose weight. I was looking at elliptical trainers in the Argos catalogue, but the ones I can afford have a maximum weight limit of 15st 7lbs, and let's be fair, I'm over that limit by a fair bit. So, my target for the next 2 months is to lose 1st 7lbs to make sure I'm at that weight. Any more lost and it would be a blessing! So, from tomorrow onwards, I'm going to be brave and post my weight up for the world to see, so you can all keep track of my weight loss/gain - whichever happens first! I would do it tonight, but I'm keeping the man awake with the TV and light and laptop. He's ever so good sleeping all through that. I don't really think he woke up since what he said to me didn't make a lick of sense. Something about shitty green trainers? I don't know. Apparently they were keeping him awake. Personally, I think his back was doing it. I do feel guilty though, because if I only had a laptop that would type quietly, then it would be absolutely fine since I dim the screen a lot. I just think it's the general sound that keeps him from drifting off to a deep sleep. Poor honey.
Enough ramblings for now. Maybe a weight blog to come, but we'll see how I'm feeling, given that it's 10.42pm!
Dx
Honestly, I'm not sure why they're so bad right now, but I'm finding it bloody difficult getting rid of them at times. So hard that I've started taking note of what I'm eating, trying to drink a lot more instead of munching on whatever I can get hold of beside me, and trying to make sure my meals are as nutritionally filling and healthy as possibly which is turning out to be a hell of a balance for me to reach. How is it done? Seriously? I can't work it out. We eat loads of vegetables with every meal now, a bit of protein and some carbohydrates. Maybe I need to eat more brown pasta instead of mashed tatties? I guess I'll work it out eventually.
But today, I've decided I really need to start and lose weight. I was looking at elliptical trainers in the Argos catalogue, but the ones I can afford have a maximum weight limit of 15st 7lbs, and let's be fair, I'm over that limit by a fair bit. So, my target for the next 2 months is to lose 1st 7lbs to make sure I'm at that weight. Any more lost and it would be a blessing! So, from tomorrow onwards, I'm going to be brave and post my weight up for the world to see, so you can all keep track of my weight loss/gain - whichever happens first! I would do it tonight, but I'm keeping the man awake with the TV and light and laptop. He's ever so good sleeping all through that. I don't really think he woke up since what he said to me didn't make a lick of sense. Something about shitty green trainers? I don't know. Apparently they were keeping him awake. Personally, I think his back was doing it. I do feel guilty though, because if I only had a laptop that would type quietly, then it would be absolutely fine since I dim the screen a lot. I just think it's the general sound that keeps him from drifting off to a deep sleep. Poor honey.
Enough ramblings for now. Maybe a weight blog to come, but we'll see how I'm feeling, given that it's 10.42pm!
Dx
Find your inner butch!
Today, I want to set a goal for myself: No fighting with the man, and to stop eating crap. The second bit has really failed, because all I've done since I woke up yesterday is eat. I really can't stop. However, I've found that if I have something healthy and crunchy, then I'm less tempted to snack. So maybe I should stock up on those Pogen Krisprolls I bought for a trial. They're healthy, really crispy and so so tasty on their own, even better with a light spreading of Philadelphia cream cheese. Sooooo tasty =D I've also just put on lunch. Oven roasted chicken portions, rubbed with salt, pepper and olive oil. They looked so yummy before I put them in, and I can't wait to see how they look once they're out. Although, what to have with them? Maybe stir-fry veg and a baked tattie if I can get hold of dad to take some new tatties home.
Honestly, there's nothing like having a supply of fresh, homegrown tatties to use in all my cooking. They're tastier than the ones you buy in the shops, and I know exactly where they've come from. Besides, there's none of this "organic" rubbish about them. Come on, it's impractical to grow it, because the costs are so high, and compared to the useable yield you get, it's pathetic and not worth the bother. Living on a farm has given me a taste of how it should really be done. None of this "organic" grain or straw or hay to feed our animals. How is nitrogen fertiliser bad, anyways? You're giving the plants EXACTLY what they need and get from the atmosphere. You're just giving them it in an easier form and they are able to get a lot more of it. I just don't agree with the organic thinking that this country has nowadays. It's all beef, chicken, pork or lamb. There is no difference in the animals. Let them eat what they want to eat, regardless of how it's produced. Our animals are tasty because they get good food and lots of it. They're not neglected and they don't want for anything because they're well looked after, allowed to go outside when they like, and have shelter if they want to use it. My dad must be one of the hardest working farmers, and the livestock are better for it.
Geez, that was a fair rant, but you get my point. There's no point in organic when you know what the animals are being given anyway. I just love tasty things, which is why I still write in this blog and enjoy reading other peoples findings about food and how to cook it, eat it and know when it's at it's best. I really do love my food, don't I? I think that's why I love eating, because I love flavours, colours, textures and mostly it just happens to be somewhat healthy. Or meat. I can't not eat meat. If I was told I could never eat meat again, I'd cry and go absolutely mental!
Honestly, there's nothing like having a supply of fresh, homegrown tatties to use in all my cooking. They're tastier than the ones you buy in the shops, and I know exactly where they've come from. Besides, there's none of this "organic" rubbish about them. Come on, it's impractical to grow it, because the costs are so high, and compared to the useable yield you get, it's pathetic and not worth the bother. Living on a farm has given me a taste of how it should really be done. None of this "organic" grain or straw or hay to feed our animals. How is nitrogen fertiliser bad, anyways? You're giving the plants EXACTLY what they need and get from the atmosphere. You're just giving them it in an easier form and they are able to get a lot more of it. I just don't agree with the organic thinking that this country has nowadays. It's all beef, chicken, pork or lamb. There is no difference in the animals. Let them eat what they want to eat, regardless of how it's produced. Our animals are tasty because they get good food and lots of it. They're not neglected and they don't want for anything because they're well looked after, allowed to go outside when they like, and have shelter if they want to use it. My dad must be one of the hardest working farmers, and the livestock are better for it.
Geez, that was a fair rant, but you get my point. There's no point in organic when you know what the animals are being given anyway. I just love tasty things, which is why I still write in this blog and enjoy reading other peoples findings about food and how to cook it, eat it and know when it's at it's best. I really do love my food, don't I? I think that's why I love eating, because I love flavours, colours, textures and mostly it just happens to be somewhat healthy. Or meat. I can't not eat meat. If I was told I could never eat meat again, I'd cry and go absolutely mental!
Monday, 31 January 2011
What's happened?
Good grief, something's awfully wrong with me. Firstly, I'm signed off with sciatica for 2 weeks, so no heavy trollies for me! Secondly, I've had the terrible urge to buy trackies. Yes, like PROPER trackies. And today, good people, I'm sorry to say I actually bought 2 pairs! And a pair of black lonsdale trainers. They're pretty though, and very comfy. I just look like a total chav, which is unfortunate given the comfort I'm experiencing...
Back to the...well...back situation, I'm off for two weeks with this nerve that's been troubling me. Doc sas it's sciatica, so that's just bloomin' dandy, isn't it!? Saying that, I'm very glad. I'm getting sick of the way some of the people there treat you. They act as though you're a complete idiot, incapable of asking others in the right department whether something is in stock or not. Grr. So time off will hopefully help me get rid of the stress of dealing with that. It'll also give me time to get the house in order. Hopefully.
If I wasn't so sore, I'd be clearing up the living room, getting lots of washing done, but I think I'll attempt that once I'm home from my driving lesson tomorrow. I just hope it's actually on, since I've heard nothing from my instructor as to whether it's going ahead and when I'm meeting her or anything. I'm just so excited though, and would be dreadfully disappointed if I didn't get to have my lesson: the lesson which I'm so nervous about it's scary. I know I shouldn't be, but I really can't help it. I'm just so excited to be finally doing something about my test and a step closer to getting my license. Wouldn't that be awesome, not having to wait for someone else to sit beside me, but instead just sit down in the car and bugger off myself. T'would be grand.
Saying that, I might still use the train for our random jaunts into Aberdeen, since it's cheaper and we're right in the centre of town without having to park or scutter about in traffic, risking life and limb by driving beside old people. Seriously, they're dangerous!
Anyhoo... I'm going to head to bed. Driving lesson in the morning and then meet the hubby for coming home. Woop! Goodnight, bloobs!
D x
Back to the...well...back situation, I'm off for two weeks with this nerve that's been troubling me. Doc sas it's sciatica, so that's just bloomin' dandy, isn't it!? Saying that, I'm very glad. I'm getting sick of the way some of the people there treat you. They act as though you're a complete idiot, incapable of asking others in the right department whether something is in stock or not. Grr. So time off will hopefully help me get rid of the stress of dealing with that. It'll also give me time to get the house in order. Hopefully.
If I wasn't so sore, I'd be clearing up the living room, getting lots of washing done, but I think I'll attempt that once I'm home from my driving lesson tomorrow. I just hope it's actually on, since I've heard nothing from my instructor as to whether it's going ahead and when I'm meeting her or anything. I'm just so excited though, and would be dreadfully disappointed if I didn't get to have my lesson: the lesson which I'm so nervous about it's scary. I know I shouldn't be, but I really can't help it. I'm just so excited to be finally doing something about my test and a step closer to getting my license. Wouldn't that be awesome, not having to wait for someone else to sit beside me, but instead just sit down in the car and bugger off myself. T'would be grand.
Saying that, I might still use the train for our random jaunts into Aberdeen, since it's cheaper and we're right in the centre of town without having to park or scutter about in traffic, risking life and limb by driving beside old people. Seriously, they're dangerous!
Anyhoo... I'm going to head to bed. Driving lesson in the morning and then meet the hubby for coming home. Woop! Goodnight, bloobs!
D x
Wednesday, 26 January 2011
Ugh.
Tired. So, so tired. Yet, I don't want to go to bed. The man's already asleep, and I'm feeling really lonely, especially since I've hardly had any real contact with him all day. I don't know, it's been weird today, because we've been together, and yet it feels like I haven't seen him or been able to speak to him and I don't like that. Plus my back's killing me. I'm off work tomorrow so that's a bonus I guess, and we're going into Aberdeen tomorrow which means we'll be having a day out to ourselves, so it should be good. But, what if it's like today and we hardly actually speak? Or he gets distracted like he's been all day? I can't help wondering... or worrying. Time to watch a cooking programme to take my mind off the world and it's wife.
Kitchen Antics
Well, we rearranged the kitchen a bit yesterday. We swapped over the fryer and the food processor, since I use the processor more and it should be beside the cooker. I know I only bought it on Saturday, but I use it so much for making stir fries and no doubt for other countless things as recipes become available for me! It sounds lazy, but it'll save me taking ages to slice veg, and it'll do a lot of the work I do for some other recipes, like my curry paste, a lot better than the mini processor we had. Put it this way: it would work perfectly, until you put any sort of food into it. So it's gone and the new one is here. Hallelujah! I do need to investigate new recipes though... because, as much as I love stir fries, I can't eat them every day (unfortunately). So that's what I might do today, since my back is killing me and I can hardly move. Or I could just lie here, but I might get bored.
I really should be getting on with the washing, but it's cold in the rest of the house, I'm comfy(ish) in bed, and I'm a lot warmer too. Plus everything's at floor level which means bending at some stage and picking up a heavy basket, so I'm not going to do that either. Thankfully, I've managed to get an appointment for the doctors. It's an emergency one, but I didn't think that seeing a nurse or having someone phone me back would be all that helpful. Just need to get out of bed in time to get to the surgery! I just hope they can do something to make this less painful and it doesn't turn out to be something serious that I have. Ha, knowing my luck it'll be something incurable and that's going to turn me into a hunchback. Wouldn't that be a laugh! Nah, didn't think so.
Time to go and attempt to get up. I only have 20 minutes to be in the surgery. And it's a 10 minute drive. 10 minutes to get out of bed and ready. Ohhhh dear....
I really should be getting on with the washing, but it's cold in the rest of the house, I'm comfy(ish) in bed, and I'm a lot warmer too. Plus everything's at floor level which means bending at some stage and picking up a heavy basket, so I'm not going to do that either. Thankfully, I've managed to get an appointment for the doctors. It's an emergency one, but I didn't think that seeing a nurse or having someone phone me back would be all that helpful. Just need to get out of bed in time to get to the surgery! I just hope they can do something to make this less painful and it doesn't turn out to be something serious that I have. Ha, knowing my luck it'll be something incurable and that's going to turn me into a hunchback. Wouldn't that be a laugh! Nah, didn't think so.
Time to go and attempt to get up. I only have 20 minutes to be in the surgery. And it's a 10 minute drive. 10 minutes to get out of bed and ready. Ohhhh dear....
Friday, 21 January 2011
Olive oil
So, we were watching Jamie's 30 Minute Meals, and we've noticed he uses a LOT of olive oil. On everything. Salads, steak, roasts, potatoes, veg, the list goes on. I'd just like to know, why? Why the massive volumes of it, what makes him use that all the time when there's really no need to? What's the advantage of pouring it on lovely fresh food? It just seems like a waste and as though he's putting extra calories on it for no apparent reason. Maybe it's to make it seem more appealing? Or more expensive? Something like that? I don't know. If there's any logic behind it, let me know. I'd love to know of any theories you all have, because I'm clueless. Maybe I should start using more on my food, but I don't know why I should. Does it add taste?
Anyways, I'm actually quite tired and hungry. I made curry tonight for the first time ever, but I think the recipe had too much lemon grass in it and didn't make enough. So, I'm going to make enough for 4 next time, because it's actually a really healthy recipe, and contains a portion of veg for each of us that way. Also, I dug out my blender today. The little food processor we won as a raffle prize is bad. It doesn't chop ANYTHING, so we're buying a new one, but in the meantime, I took through the blender to see if that would work but it didn't. Seeing as it's through already, I'm going to start making some smoothies so that I can get more fruit and veg into my diet, and I read somewhere that you can put some oats into them to make them filling, so that's what I'm going to try. Might make for a good way of cutting back how much crap I eat, and will also give me the benefit of being full and eating more fruit. Bonus! I'll let you know how I get on and the kind of combinations that I like. This also means buying lots more fruit and veg, which is good. We're also going to make a lot more fresh stirfries from now on, so having the chopping blade on the new processor will really help! That way, we know what's going into our food. I can't wait! This is really going to boost the weight loss.
Oh, and on the biscuit front, there's very few left. I finished most of them off overnight and this morning. However, I now need to drink lots of juice since I'm incredibly thirsty and have been all day. But, I've heard dad rattling about the house, so I don't really think it's wise to go through and see him. He doesn't sound like he's in a good mood. How can I tell? Even the dog keeps running through and hiding. So I'm staying put. I think it's a very good plan, even if you don't! I'm not moving.
My body is now CRYING OUT for fruit, and I can't get to the shops to buy some. Although, I'll make a list so that we can go shopping and stock up :) There's a few things we need to get anyway, like natural yoghurt, rolled oats, cereal, fruit, veg, beansprouts, noodles, rice... Anything else that's healthy and yummy, I'd love to hear your suggestions.
Just went through as dad nipped out to get another bottle of whisky and possibly some food for the cat. Shoved a couple of slices of bread in the toaster, filled my bottle of juice and put our special bowls in the right place so they don't get wrecked like the other one did. I came back through to the bedroom and cuddled up with my plate, polished off the buttery toast and then drank some juice. Must say, I was needing that. I'm also getting quite tired, so sleep shall be needed too. That's what is maybe annoying my dad: the fact I'm always in bed early, even when I'm not working. I can't help getting tired :( It's just the fact that my body's so used to being asleep early that even when I know I don't have to get up at 4am, it still thinks it has to, so it gets tired early, and wakes up at the usual time, which is rather frustrating, given then fact that when I'm working, I could sleep forever and when I'm not, I can't seem to lie in. I wish that would reverse.
On the positive side of the cookie, I'm going to do a little bit of retail therapy tomorrow. I might even get my hair cut for going out at night! The only thing I really have to buy is something to wear at night, and something to update my wardrobe again. I'm looking rather masculine nowadays, which I don't like but don't know how to change.
And that's dad gone mad because I "left the kitchen in a mess". I looked at him and he said there was "pans and sinks and pans and everything". Yes there was, but all the messy stuff was in the sink, which he agreed with, so that was ok, and everything else was his. So where's the problem? Something has to be done about his drinking, because the dog is terrified and won't settle, I'm sick of being shouted at and trying to clear up after his rampages, and I'm also sick of being treated like something that came off the sole of his shoe. I'm completely sick of it all, and yet I can't leave him, because he's my dad and I can't bring myself to leave him alone. After all, with the volume of alcohol he's drinking everyday, he'd only get worse if I left. I dread to think what would happen and no one would know about it. I might just have to speak to my aunt again and see what to do, because this is getting serious.
Oh well... See? I can't stay on topic. I came on to write about the use of olive oil, and landed talking about my alcoholic, and sometimes vicious, dad. Bah. I'm going to sleep. Once I go pee.
Night all. Hope things improve in the morning...
Anyways, I'm actually quite tired and hungry. I made curry tonight for the first time ever, but I think the recipe had too much lemon grass in it and didn't make enough. So, I'm going to make enough for 4 next time, because it's actually a really healthy recipe, and contains a portion of veg for each of us that way. Also, I dug out my blender today. The little food processor we won as a raffle prize is bad. It doesn't chop ANYTHING, so we're buying a new one, but in the meantime, I took through the blender to see if that would work but it didn't. Seeing as it's through already, I'm going to start making some smoothies so that I can get more fruit and veg into my diet, and I read somewhere that you can put some oats into them to make them filling, so that's what I'm going to try. Might make for a good way of cutting back how much crap I eat, and will also give me the benefit of being full and eating more fruit. Bonus! I'll let you know how I get on and the kind of combinations that I like. This also means buying lots more fruit and veg, which is good. We're also going to make a lot more fresh stirfries from now on, so having the chopping blade on the new processor will really help! That way, we know what's going into our food. I can't wait! This is really going to boost the weight loss.
Oh, and on the biscuit front, there's very few left. I finished most of them off overnight and this morning. However, I now need to drink lots of juice since I'm incredibly thirsty and have been all day. But, I've heard dad rattling about the house, so I don't really think it's wise to go through and see him. He doesn't sound like he's in a good mood. How can I tell? Even the dog keeps running through and hiding. So I'm staying put. I think it's a very good plan, even if you don't! I'm not moving.
My body is now CRYING OUT for fruit, and I can't get to the shops to buy some. Although, I'll make a list so that we can go shopping and stock up :) There's a few things we need to get anyway, like natural yoghurt, rolled oats, cereal, fruit, veg, beansprouts, noodles, rice... Anything else that's healthy and yummy, I'd love to hear your suggestions.
Just went through as dad nipped out to get another bottle of whisky and possibly some food for the cat. Shoved a couple of slices of bread in the toaster, filled my bottle of juice and put our special bowls in the right place so they don't get wrecked like the other one did. I came back through to the bedroom and cuddled up with my plate, polished off the buttery toast and then drank some juice. Must say, I was needing that. I'm also getting quite tired, so sleep shall be needed too. That's what is maybe annoying my dad: the fact I'm always in bed early, even when I'm not working. I can't help getting tired :( It's just the fact that my body's so used to being asleep early that even when I know I don't have to get up at 4am, it still thinks it has to, so it gets tired early, and wakes up at the usual time, which is rather frustrating, given then fact that when I'm working, I could sleep forever and when I'm not, I can't seem to lie in. I wish that would reverse.
On the positive side of the cookie, I'm going to do a little bit of retail therapy tomorrow. I might even get my hair cut for going out at night! The only thing I really have to buy is something to wear at night, and something to update my wardrobe again. I'm looking rather masculine nowadays, which I don't like but don't know how to change.
And that's dad gone mad because I "left the kitchen in a mess". I looked at him and he said there was "pans and sinks and pans and everything". Yes there was, but all the messy stuff was in the sink, which he agreed with, so that was ok, and everything else was his. So where's the problem? Something has to be done about his drinking, because the dog is terrified and won't settle, I'm sick of being shouted at and trying to clear up after his rampages, and I'm also sick of being treated like something that came off the sole of his shoe. I'm completely sick of it all, and yet I can't leave him, because he's my dad and I can't bring myself to leave him alone. After all, with the volume of alcohol he's drinking everyday, he'd only get worse if I left. I dread to think what would happen and no one would know about it. I might just have to speak to my aunt again and see what to do, because this is getting serious.
Oh well... See? I can't stay on topic. I came on to write about the use of olive oil, and landed talking about my alcoholic, and sometimes vicious, dad. Bah. I'm going to sleep. Once I go pee.
Night all. Hope things improve in the morning...
Payday!
Who's for a spree? No, in all seriousness, I'm using this morning to work out what I have to spend every month, and that'll help me to save whatever money I can for sometime I really need a few quid. The only problem is... I can't remember what I'm supposed to be paying for! I've got a list of things so far: musician's union insurance, phone bill, bank account, and my cinema card. But what else is there? I know I have to start paying money towards the Sky Tv we have, but I can't remember what else I have to pay for. I think that might actually be it. So time to total up the costs. Wow, is that it? I have literally hundreds left over this month if this it the real total. However, there's bound to be more needed. I should total up my daily cost for work as well, so I get an idea how much that works out to be.
And low and behold, I was still paying money to a charity I signed up to nearly 2 years ago! Still taking money off me every month, and costing me a fortune. Grr! But, I phoned them up - weird as it was, considering the accent the guy had - and cancelled the payments. Hoorah! I'm also signed up for internet banking so I can keep track of everything I'm buying. How good am I? Really trying to budget now. Hey, it means I'm more in control of my money, and therefore, my life.
And low and behold, I was still paying money to a charity I signed up to nearly 2 years ago! Still taking money off me every month, and costing me a fortune. Grr! But, I phoned them up - weird as it was, considering the accent the guy had - and cancelled the payments. Hoorah! I'm also signed up for internet banking so I can keep track of everything I'm buying. How good am I? Really trying to budget now. Hey, it means I'm more in control of my money, and therefore, my life.
Thursday, 20 January 2011
Thuuuuursday
Thank heavens! It's finally the end of my "working week" and I'm home, curled up in bed with a packet of custard creams and the dog faffing about beside me. He really is a strange animal. He's scared of the cat and bagpipes, yet he'll happily run up behind a cow and bite her heels, and keep going back even though he gets kicked. What a nutter.
Last night, I took my antidepressant for the first time in a while. They normally make me tired, but good god, I'm shattered beyond belief! I was hardly able to talk the whole day, since I was still drowsy off it. Had a great night's sleep though! So, I'm going to take it again tonight and then have a nice long lie =) I can't bloody wait!!!!! The last time I had a proper lie in was way back before I started working, and I really miss them! I need a good catch up session with sleep, and since I'm off tomorrow, then that's when I'm going to do it. I was initially planning on going into town, but I'll go in on Saturday, since I have to make sure the man gets a new pair of jeans before we go out at night! I don't know where his have gone, but they've vamooshed completely. Must have been on Hogmanay as I remember him wearing them down to my gig and not since then. Hmm.
I've also noticed lately that I struggle to stay focussed on one thing for more than a few lines. I don't know why, but there you go. I think I'm going to go for a snooze just now.
Last night, I took my antidepressant for the first time in a while. They normally make me tired, but good god, I'm shattered beyond belief! I was hardly able to talk the whole day, since I was still drowsy off it. Had a great night's sleep though! So, I'm going to take it again tonight and then have a nice long lie =) I can't bloody wait!!!!! The last time I had a proper lie in was way back before I started working, and I really miss them! I need a good catch up session with sleep, and since I'm off tomorrow, then that's when I'm going to do it. I was initially planning on going into town, but I'll go in on Saturday, since I have to make sure the man gets a new pair of jeans before we go out at night! I don't know where his have gone, but they've vamooshed completely. Must have been on Hogmanay as I remember him wearing them down to my gig and not since then. Hmm.
I've also noticed lately that I struggle to stay focussed on one thing for more than a few lines. I don't know why, but there you go. I think I'm going to go for a snooze just now.
Wednesday, 19 January 2011
Stocking up!
Oops, I only just remembered about the boiling chicken carcase I put on the hob after lunch time... around 3pm... It had been boiling since then and was virtually dry! But thankfully, dad had been nosey and come in to find it and took it off the heat. So, take two of doing that! I put some water in it again and gave it a really good stir. It's actually quite chickeny, although after another half hour of boiling, it should be awesome. Or, at least let's hope it will be! Then I can make soup tomorrow with it. Mmmmm yummy! But what kind of soup? My knowledge of recipes is very limited, so must do some investigating. And keep an eye on round 2 of the stock!
Talking of "stocking up", I need to get a better supply of recipes and ingredients in this house that will make sure we're fairly healthy. I mean, we're eating all the bad stuff this week - which makes us sound like greedy pigs! - but it's to make sure we don't waste anything and that there is a totally clean slate next week. You see, in this house, we don't like wasting food unless it's totally out of date or completely inedible (which this stock may well turn out to be).
Well, the stock is fine. However, I'm hungry and getting kind of bored of this blogging malarky. No one actually lets me know if they're reading it, no one comments and it's like I'm talking to a wall of nothingness, and it's rather lonely if I'm honest. So, if there's no comments over the next while, I'll just stop posting, because what's the point if no one reads it? It's like having a conversation with myself: I say what I want, but I know I'll never get an answer and it gets boring.
Hmm... Oh well. Hope to hear from someone in the universe...
Talking of "stocking up", I need to get a better supply of recipes and ingredients in this house that will make sure we're fairly healthy. I mean, we're eating all the bad stuff this week - which makes us sound like greedy pigs! - but it's to make sure we don't waste anything and that there is a totally clean slate next week. You see, in this house, we don't like wasting food unless it's totally out of date or completely inedible (which this stock may well turn out to be).
Well, the stock is fine. However, I'm hungry and getting kind of bored of this blogging malarky. No one actually lets me know if they're reading it, no one comments and it's like I'm talking to a wall of nothingness, and it's rather lonely if I'm honest. So, if there's no comments over the next while, I'll just stop posting, because what's the point if no one reads it? It's like having a conversation with myself: I say what I want, but I know I'll never get an answer and it gets boring.
Hmm... Oh well. Hope to hear from someone in the universe...
Duh...
Today, I've investigated how to do a gallery using HTML code. I must admit, it worked perfectly! Although, I panicked because everytime I pressed the Home page, it came up with my gallery. I thought it was some sort of malfunction. Then I realised: my homepage shows my latest post, and what's my latest post? Yes, it's my gallery. What a doofus. Oh well. Anyway, how are you all today? Well, I hope. I'm still scouring the magazine shelves for decent magazines and lovely recipes to make at some point. I came home with the intention of finishing off the washing and then make some food, sit down with a cup of tea and write a blog about my day and something else, which I've successfully forgotten. But none of this happened. Ok, that's not quite true. I finished the washing and had a Chewee bar, then came through, put the heater on, made a gallery on here and watched tv, as well as reading through a new magazine. I've still not had food. So, it looks like I'm going to have a hearty meal when the man comes home from work.
But what to have...? I have the remainder of a roast chicken from yesterday and some random veg left over. I'm thinking a stir fry? Although we had that yesterday. A stir fry with homemade sauce and boiled rice? Sounds yummy :) And very good for me, too. I guess we'll soon see, as the mini tractor is just pulling up beside the house. Ohhhh I can't wait til he's inside. A cuddle, perhaps? A kiss? Mmm I can only hope! I'll likely be back later, and if my food turns out yummy, I'll let you know.
Back for another post later.
D.x
But what to have...? I have the remainder of a roast chicken from yesterday and some random veg left over. I'm thinking a stir fry? Although we had that yesterday. A stir fry with homemade sauce and boiled rice? Sounds yummy :) And very good for me, too. I guess we'll soon see, as the mini tractor is just pulling up beside the house. Ohhhh I can't wait til he's inside. A cuddle, perhaps? A kiss? Mmm I can only hope! I'll likely be back later, and if my food turns out yummy, I'll let you know.
Back for another post later.
D.x
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Monday, 17 January 2011
Blue Monday
I worked out today why it's called Blue Monday: because the whole day is pretty much guaranteed to be a disaster.First, I slept in. I intended to get up early and have a shower, heard my alarms, and decided to have an extra 5 minutes. Well, I've not been sleeping that well lately so decided to sleep when I was tired. Shame it was only for 5 minutes though! So, I got up, got myself looking presentable, had breakfast, then realised the kitchen clock was 5 minutes slow. No problem, I can shoot down the road without trouble. So that's what I did. I was down before I was meant to be, had been in touch with my lift, and was waiting. 5 minutes, then 10, then 15... I text her, and no reply. So I phoned, no answer then the calls stopped going through. A few minutes later, she phoned saying she was already at work... GAH! So, I decided to phone my dad to wake him up so I could go and collect him, but the phone's not plugged in so he'd never hear it, no matter how good his hearing could be. After bombing it up the road, racing into the house, and explaining to a very confused man that I needed him to come with me to work, we were off. I was only 5 minutes late, but my dad decided he couldn't work the fuel pumps and I thought it safer if I just filled up the car before I went in to work rather than let him. Let's face it, it could have been petrol that landed up in my tank!
So that was all fine. I got there, started work 15 minutes late and said I'd work it back. However, I was already working back 2 hours today, so landed in until 12.15pm. I thought the man was finished at 12 and I'd have time to sit and drink a cup of tea with a magazine until he came to pick me up, but no, he was actually finished at 11.30, which messed up my plans for a cuppa, but I didn't mind. Meant he was waiting for me, for once!
Home we went, after going to his to collect some stuff. Food had, and now he's sound asleep and I'm still wide awake. I might go and do some things and make myself tired, but I can't be bothered. Plus, I'm still hungry and my belly's full of air and is making very funny but loud noises. Oh well.
I'm going to make up some more recipes so that I can improve the way I eat and lose some lbs. Or at least I hope I can! If you have any suggestions, let me know. I'd be very keen to hear about healthy food stuffs and how to put them together. There isn't much we don't like. Anything but lamb or veal, and nothing too spicey or mushroomy. That's about it, really. I love rich flavours and food that is easy and quick to prepare. Get in touch!
So that was all fine. I got there, started work 15 minutes late and said I'd work it back. However, I was already working back 2 hours today, so landed in until 12.15pm. I thought the man was finished at 12 and I'd have time to sit and drink a cup of tea with a magazine until he came to pick me up, but no, he was actually finished at 11.30, which messed up my plans for a cuppa, but I didn't mind. Meant he was waiting for me, for once!
Home we went, after going to his to collect some stuff. Food had, and now he's sound asleep and I'm still wide awake. I might go and do some things and make myself tired, but I can't be bothered. Plus, I'm still hungry and my belly's full of air and is making very funny but loud noises. Oh well.
I'm going to make up some more recipes so that I can improve the way I eat and lose some lbs. Or at least I hope I can! If you have any suggestions, let me know. I'd be very keen to hear about healthy food stuffs and how to put them together. There isn't much we don't like. Anything but lamb or veal, and nothing too spicey or mushroomy. That's about it, really. I love rich flavours and food that is easy and quick to prepare. Get in touch!
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