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Officially taken (: Could I be happier right now? I don't think so. Or, well. Actually, yes I could. He could be beside me, and my ear wouldn't be throbbing, but since both things are impossible right now, I'm as happy as I could be. I must say, though, I'm a little upset. Something's been stolen from me :( Not to worry, it's only my heart (: He stole it a couple of weeks ago, as soon as I got into the car that first night. He really is amazing (:

He dropped me off home on Saturday evening, and I got me cuddles before he left, but I was missing him as soon as I saw his car go round the corner at the top of my drive. I just wanted to run after him and tell him to stay. Shame that I couldn't :( As soon as he was home, we were texting and I just wished we were together, so that I didn't feel lonely. Every day away from him seems like a lifetime, and I can't wait til tomorrow to see him again. I don't think I could survive going an extra day! The weekend is going to be hard if I don't get to see him on Friday :(

But anyways. On the weightloss front, I'm not sure how well I'm doing. There is currently nothing to eat in the house, except from bread, butter, yoghurt and cuppa soups. Considering I'm not a fan of packet soup, this leaves me with a very limited amount that I can actually eat. I think it's time we went to tesco again. Seriously, I need to eat sometimes, and when there's nothing in, I just decide to stop eating completely. Surely this can't be good for me? Oh well.

Time to raid the freezer again. Might stick on that spicy pepperoni pizza and some garlic bread. I don't honestly care how I look nowadays. As long as I'm happy, why should I bother restricting what I want to do? I should live life to the full, and I'm starting now. Bring on the carbs!

Night night, folkies. Jeez I miss him.

D for devoted xx