Smitten

It's been a long week. Since Sunday, I've not seen my man, and I'm missing him so much. I can't even watch a good film without wanting to curl into him and be in his arms. I'm watching PS I Love You, and it just got to the bit where Jerry was back in the apartment with his arms round Holly. It made me want him here even more than I thought possible - it actually made me cry. I have the feeling that I may cry when I see him tomorrow. I'm even welling up as I type this. It's ridiculous, isn't it. I just want him so badly. I've never wanted someone's arms around me as much as I want his. I feel safe when I'm with him, when he's holding me. In his arms, everything's ok, nothing can harm me as long as he's around. Life right now is amazing. If only he was coming home to me every night...

Anyways, I did my exam today, so I'm relieved it's over. I think it went well, so here's hoping that I've passed my grade 8 Scottish Fiddle. All I need to do now, is write the reports for the recordings I did, and the live performance and one set that I did during the performance. That shouldn't take me too long, so I'll start that tomorrow when I've slept. It might be a good plan, huh. I've not exactly had much sleep lately, so I really need a long lie, but I'm not going to get one until Sunday. It's ok though, because my man'll be here, and we'll both get to sleep in a bit. Either that, or we go to sleep early on Saturday night after a few drinks and films, then get up early-ish and go to the market for a wee day out. Maybe even go for a walk to the place we went on our first date, or we could do that on my birthday. I don't know, but it's something I'd like to do again.

Ahhhh I'm smitten (: He's just lovely and wonderful and loving and mine. That's right. No one else is getting him. I love him to bits, and I wouldn't change him for the world. Anyways, I better go to sleep. I'm tired and got another long day ahead of me. I love you, babe, and I always will. I just hope you read this at some point. You're my world.

Night world.

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